I juste hate being disappointed by people

I realize that I expect too much from my friends.

I want them to be perfect. I get angry when they don't answer to my text messages, when they were supposed to meet me but they don't. Because I always do. And it's so tiring...

Always afraid to be separeted from them, I guess I love them too much. Maybe much more than the way they love me. But ain't nothing I can do about it.

I am what I am (what a deep thinking :p)

Maybe I'm just unsatisfied about my life, I really depend on others. So scary. there is so much things I want to do, accomplish in my life. But I'm too lazy and not well organized to do those things.

But now I'm done with this feeling.

Today is the start of my new life. I want to blog, playing the guitar, study harder, working out even more... And stop thinking about my friends and going out with them all-the-time. Of course they are important. But I'm much more important (for myself) and I need to find my own way.

Good night.

Clohotpants